“I am unwritten…

Can’t read my mind, I’m undefined
I’m just beginning…

The pen’s in my hand, ending unplanned, staring at the blank page before you. Open up the dirty window, let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find.

No one else, no one else, can speak the words on your lips. Drench yourself in words unspoken, live your life with arms wide open, today is where your book begins.”           ~ Natasha Bedingfield

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     Yesterday, I was on the finishing leg of a 13 mile run. Exhausted and reflective of the events that happened while on that run, I was contemplating going home and writing. Several amazing synchronicities had happened that day, as they usually do when I am out alone and in meditative state and I thought to myself, “I should go home and write!” After spending time outside it is not uncommon for me to get bursts of creativity and strong urges to rush home and purge the words running through my head.  Those moments are short lived because no sooner do I have the thought, I get swept back to worrying about check lists and daily obligations. Or I guess you could call those excuses not to write!

     Well, Spirit obviously wasn’t going to let me get off easy with excuses today,  because no sooner had I finished the thought, the song “Unwritten” came on. I’ve heard that song a hundred times before, but today the vibration of it grabbed a hold of me and the words spoke to me so loudly I had to slow down my pace to pay attention. I have always loved to write, but my words lay unread in journals I never intend for anyone else to see. I have wanted to start a blog, but fear and procrastination have been getting the best of me. As the song engulfed my senses, I noticed emphasis on “Today is where your book begins” and “No one else can speak the words on your lips”. A vision of a bright white spiral notepad with black pen kept flashing in my mind’s eye. My throat chakra felt tight and bulging as if to say, “Let us out, let out all the words you keep buried inside!” Okay, Okay already! I get it Spirit, I get it loud and clear!

     I did write last night, and wouldn’t you know… I opened my email this morning to find a video on June’s astrology by Kari Samuels, an intuitive counselor. This June is the month for creativity to flow and to do things you otherwise have been scared or put off doing in the past. “Now is the time!” Kari spoke with excitement. “Do what you have wanted to do! Be creative, have fun, everything is lined up this month for just that!” I took that as a sign from Spirit making sure I had heard them yesterday and re-validating that I needed to quit with the excuses and start my blog! So start it I did 🙂

Love and Light,

~ by Heather on June 2, 2013.

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